so i falied to mention in the last journal that i cried so many times.. yea i found out that i reall am an emotional person when it comes to some things haha... read on please, i know its long.

So this is how the whole story went… it was at oni-con, right? So on Friday, the first day, I was so happy to finally be able to see the concert, because I never get to go on the concert days. And so I walked in, and, missed the first half. So echostram was playing, but I was still so happy to finally see them. I was like, “OMG TOMO I LOVE YOU’’ and whatnot, you know how I get. So I think we only got to see about 3 songs, but they were still so very amazing.

So when they finished, I was like… hmmm should I leave now? But I was like, neh, I’ll stick around. Omg, im so glad I didn’t leave. The next band that came up was Born. And I was like, well I never bothered to look them up so ill support them here. Man, I screamed so loud, as loud as I could. They were so amazing. Then they all started to throw their stuff into the crowd. I got mad because they only threw things into the center and left side, not my side. And at the end, K, the guitarist threw his pick into the crowd. My heart was like beating so hard because he actually threw it in our direction! So as soon as it landed on the ground, I started to look for that hoe, it was too dark so it was sooo hard to find. After a while I thought it was already taken, because I couldn’t find it. So then out of nowhere Robert screams, “I found it!” AHHHH!!!  So me and Brittany start to attack him, trying to get him to let it go.  Surprisingly, he didn’t let go. So I started to beg him… yea.. and in the end he let me have it.. and guess what? I started to cry.. yea.

I never thought it would be lucky ol me to get someones guitar pick!!! So after that I was so happy! And then the next day, Saturday, all the guests did the QandA sessions. Born was the last to show up.. and once again I thought, should I go?? Then once again I was like, neh ill stay. Omg it was so worth it! THEY WERE SO FUNNY. It made me love them even more… and it made me love K even more!!! I thought they would be all quiet and give one word answers, but they said some funny ass things, I was so surprised. My stomach started to hurt because I was nervous on whether or not to ask for the aughtograph right then and there. Something just told me to wait. Oh, and at the end, while the band left the room, I stole their bottled water.. yup that’s me.. buahaha. I kept on getting nervous after that, just thinking about it (the aughtograph.). I felt like I was about to throw up several times.

So then a few hours later, they were selling merch at one of the booths… and omg, there were waaay too many people. Everyone was pushing and body heat was all crazy. It was uncomfortable… so I thought… should I leave??? Yea.. I decided to stay and make it to the front! Omg.. so worth it!!! Once I got close enough.. I yelled out, “K!!!!!!” and he looked at me. I held up the pick so he could see it. And then his face lit up in a smile and he held a thumbs up sign. And so I asked, “can you sign it?!” he either didn’t understand me, or couldn’t hear me over the swarming fans.. so I asked again. and then right when he understood, the damn translator jumped right in front and said, “you have to wait till aughtograph session!” so I was like.. Damn it.. so I held out my hand, to just touch his until I got to see him again. and it was so funny we did an akward hand shake, that ended up being a thumb war… wtf, haha the Japanese are so funny. So I left… and my face turned so red… and guess what? I started to cry again.  my stomach got all sick again, but in the good way… so I had to wait once again till the next time.

So hours passed and finaly the time came… I was waiting in line with Brittany and a new girl we had just met, Audry. Then Born walked out of the little back room and K was the last in the band line so I reached out again to touch his hand… I was in the front of the line, wich was so great because I didn’t have to wait so long. I waited for only about 5 minutes and once it was my turn I got out the free magazine they handed out earlier. First, the other members signed and K was the last in line, wich was perfect… I got a kiss from the first one, wich was very soft, and pound hand shakes from the other three. Finaly when I reached K, I handed him the magazine, after he signed it, I slid the pick to him. he looked back up at me and pointed at me, his smile said that he rememberd me. of course, he doesn’t speak engrish, but it was easy to read. And then I asked for a kiss. He was like, what?? “a kisss???” I repeated. His face was like, hmm I don’t know… then I was like… awww. So then he said yes, and kissed me! gah!! So worth it. So then I said my thank yous and walked out the room… and guess what??? I cried.. Again! omg. Both me and Brittany cried that time. We had both gotten jrock star kisses! And it was funny because the girls that were in front of us saw and got jealous, they were the ones who made them sign all these ridiculous things on their shirts. Brittany said they were like, “OMG, he kissed her!!!” it was so funny. So we said goodbye to Audry and went to find De’Anna, while trying not to look like fools with tears! HAH.

That was the last time I saw them. Afterwards as I sat down, my hands were shaking. I couldn’t text at all. It was funny and my heart was still beating. So me and her sat there, trying to calm down like some crazy ass mofos.. and then we took another drink from our “holy water” we both felt like this was some sort of cruel dream that we would just have to wake up from in a few seconds. It was the greatest moment in time for me. I had never ben to a concert, never shook hands with a famous person, never got an aughtograph, and never ben kissed by a famous person! Omg.

So that was how it went, as far as the band Born goes. I have another whole story about Tomo and Buranden at the rave. Hahah! XD –I took videos… teehee

So I feel so incredibly lucky, I hope they will come to America again soon, and I hope K remembers, and maybe I’ll ask for another ;D buahaha. So if you read all of this, thanks haha.

Omg… so worth it. It was the best Halloween ever, and the best con ever too! So many amazing things happened. My heart still pounds each time I think about it.

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